In her first interview since her separation from Brad Pitt, Aniston tells the September issue of Vanity Fair: "Am I lonely? Yes. Am I upset? Yes. Am I confused? Yes. Do I have my days when I've thrown a little pity party for myself? Absolutely. But I'm also doing really well."
Pitt left his wife of 4 1/2 years and took up with Jolie while they were filming "Mr. and Mrs. Smith." Aniston filed for divorce in March.
Soon after reports of the split came out, photos were published in W magazine of Pitt and Jolie frolicking like a married couple.
"The world was shocked, and I was shocked," Aniston says. "I'd be a robot if I said I didn't feel moments of anger, of hurt, of embarrassment."
Aniston also blasts reports her marriage broke down because she did not want children.
"I've never in my life said I didn't want kids. I did and I do and I will. I want to have it all."
Despite everything, Aniston says she still loves Pitt.