Gosselin -- who previously said her ouster made her "very upset" -- told RadarOnline her depression is so bad that she couldn't even bring herself to watch Monday night's performance episode.
"I couldn't watch it. I love them, but I couldn't do it," she said. "I'm too sad. So I packed lunches instead."
While Gosselin claims she's sad to be off Dancing with the Stars, the feeling allegedly isn't mutual. Last week E! News reported the show is "relieved" that she is gone because everybody had to "walk on eggshells" around her.
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