Fantasia Barrino allowed a film crew for her VH1 reality show to videotape her in her hospital bed following her August suicide attempt.

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The "American Idol" winner "is seen crying with tubes in her arm, and also being pushed in a wheelchair" in a video clip posted Friday by The Hollywood Reporter.

The clip shows Fantasia saying, "I was tired," while her manager tells the camera the star was "broken" over her affair with a married but "separated" man, Antwaun Cook.

"I have not fulfilled my destiny. It's not time for me to go anywhere. -- I'm back," Fantasia says in the promo for "Fantasia For Real Season 2," which premieres Sunday.